Six years ago I had my 1st real past life experience. I was lying on a massage table having a lovely Reiki treatment, when suddenly a strange vision appeared in my thoughts. I had set an intention with the practitioner to help me clear any blocks to abundance, as this has been a lifelong issue for me.
I spontaneously saw a vision of someone being dragged along a rocky, desert road on a cart, with their arms and legs chained together, like a slave. It was then followed by an intense feeling of hopelessness, complete powerlessness and a realisation that the person I was seeing was ME!
I had a strong sense the vision was from an era, a long time ago and then the word “Babylonia” popped into my head. It was so strange! At the time, my intuitive, spiritual gifts were really starting to awaken. But I had never seen visions like this before.
It occurred to me very quickly that I was experiencing a past life memory. A past life when I was a slave and felt absolute lack of abundance in all ways. Over the next few years, these spontaneous visions happened more and more and often related to my never-ending issue of trying to manifest more money and abundance.
I had past life visions of being in England in the Middle ages, living in a poor village ruled by a King and feeling like rich people are so selfish and didn’t care. Another time I saw myself as a young female in a rich wealthy family and not liking it because, my parents controlled everything I did and I had no freedom.
Another past life I saw myself as a woman who did secret healing work in her village by giving people herbal potions and treatments. I saw myself as being very afraid that the wrong people would find out I was doing this and accuse me of being a witch, so I was very uncomfortable receiving payment. I would give money away as soon as I got it, because I didn’t want the authorities to find money in my house. They would either take it as tax or get suspicious of what I was doing and want to punish me harshly.
I soon realised that all these spontaneous past life visions were showing up for me, to help me heal my deep wounds, beliefs and discomfort with money, abundance and rich people.
I realised that my vibrational energy of not feeling truly comfortable, deserving and safe with abundance and money kept it constantly away from me. It was like having one foot on the gas pedal and one on the brake! I was burning myself out big time, not going anywhere.
I was still blaming my parents, family and memories from this life time and had never thought that my abundance issues may go back way further.
I also started to spontaneously receive past life visions and information for my clients which they seemed to strongly relate to as well.
As always I turned to the Angels and Spirit for help and guidance.
Here are some of the ways Spirit guided me to heal:
- Make a list of people you admire and look up too that are successful, abundant, kind and use their abundance to help others too.
- Use a guided past life meditation to access memories and heal. I recommend Dr Brian Weiss or Sandra Ann Taylor.
- Script rewriting: rewrite your past life memory with a new positive outcome. Visualise your past life turning out in an abundant way, maybe with many good, kind, wealthy people, lending a hand and money to help you and the less fortunate.
- Do some “tapping”: Emotional Freedom Technique or “tapping” is a simple but very powerful technique to help you release all emotional attachment and charge to anything in the past or future. Use the technique to dissolve any negative emotional charge to people who are rich, mean, selfish, controlling, self-centred and arrogant.
- Work on feeling more and more comfortable with receiving, having and holding on to abundance. Visualise yourself having a certain amount of money, wealth, income, love or success and see what your body feels comfortable with. Try to expand that level of abundance and notice how comfortable your body feels. Note any resistance and negative thoughts that appear. This is all good subconscious information coming to the surface to heal. Use affirmations, prayer, meditation and visualisation.
For any help and support you can book a past life reading with me, you can contact me directly on http://www.letlovebloom.com.au/ or visit me at one of our upcoming Embrace Life Festivals.
Infinite love and gratitude,
Alison Filihia
Let Love Bloom